fuck me.

1. i'm so pathetic. i used to have so much pride.. i know what's up and i'm still going through w/ this bullshiet. i know i don't deserve this.
2. youz the best i evaa had, bestfrann kathy luu<3 i'm glad we got pat that obstacle. i love you more than ever right now! i love how we can connect on so many other levels now =) bfflcwlr
3. currently trying to keep my mind off the bullshiet & focusing on my girls even more.
4. how could that happen?! i wish i was there, that never woulda happened. WHY SWEETIEEE?!?!
5.i let my guard down way too often, change my mind constantly, letting myself and everyone around me down. 
@ kathy's w/ mary and angelineeee =)

1. MUTHAFUCKA YES, 5 more days!
2. happy almost birthday carolynn<3 have a good one love!
3. my library books are 10 dollars overdue =(
4. i'm not gonna front, i'm not okay.

" love the ones who hurt us, hurt the ones who love us. " it's hard to believe you still love/care me. i never really did understand you. i cant say i didnt try. i made myself believe i was only w/ you for fun 'cause then i'd wont get hurt as badly if i were to have high hopes for us. i was the rebound girl. i'm not over it, but im trying. it aint eeeazzy. my heart still jumps everytime, you im me ...